Sonntag, April 17

one of those moments.

i have a lump in my throat. if i don't keep my eyes squeezed tight, tears will come pouring out. all the unexpected things i saw, all the things i never wanted to know.
this doesn't make any sense. i am tired of my efforts being futile. i am so tired of being treated like a doormat. i am so tired of selfish people. i am tired of secrets locked up in shoeboxes. i have no medium for which to let this all out. i want to scream at the top of my lungs. i don't want to be the only one hurt.